That message he sent you at 2am gave you hope and expectation of a shiny new relationship. He said that he was beginning to fall for you, the first after her and it sucked that you were going away for a week. The naivety that that was so full in your heart makes you sick now. This was before you got burnt. Before you learnt how the game was played -because simply liking one person at a time was what your 17 year old mind thought the game was all about. Little did you know that weekend he'll find some other girl, prettier than you, skinner than you, cooler than you and you would've slipped right off his radar.
Your catching a bus by yourself to his house now thinking, thank God you friends bailed on coming, because now it can be just you and him.Him and you. Your eating grilled cheese and talking about music. He's making jokes and you're laughing. He's dancing to the radio and you're thinking he's really cute. He's teaching you Guitar Hero and you're sucking at it. He's asking to kiss you in front of his bedroom closet and your heart is beating faster. He's arrogant and bored now and you're not naive and scared of everyone now.
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