How I feel; untitled.

It's like waking up next to you feels natural now, despite the clear lack of physical contact. And at some point I'm expecting that to change, but don't ask me when that will be, I feel to content right now to care, and it's sort of sickly. I never thought we'd get that far, let alone to here. Here being some point between that next step, which is way beyond unfamiliar to me and somewhere a little further back before you became my shadow. So anyway, I did something and now I feel guilty. Strange, because I didn't think that anything like this would happen, here in this purgatory we've created. Lucky for me I get an extended pressure build up and some single serve friends to help me think it all over. As long as there are no more centennial dates that could take you away from me, I guess we'll just have to wait this one out.

S.